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It has been one of those days. Me and my boyfriend ended up breaking up. I feel really bad, but just didn't want to be with him anymore. And that wasn't his fault at all.

Stress

Today was overall a suckish day. Me and my boyfriend have been arguing a lot and i'm not really to sure of what to do. All of this boyfriend drama has really been messing me up. On top of all the boyfriend drama i got my reading test scores for the HSPE. In order to past the HSPE you have to get a 400. Well i only got a 386. Now i have to take it again during the spring. It is most definitly a huge stresser. And all this crap that has just been going on i'm just really sick of it all. I guess it's time for a change.

Sleepless....

I have to say today was pretty boring and uneventful. I woke up this morning at 8 and realized i slept through all of my alarms. How i managed to accomplish this i'm not to sure. After all this i decided not to freak out and get ready because there wasn't even anybody home to take me to school. Around 2:15 my dad wakes up and notices that i'm home. He actually really didn't know i was home in the first place. I really don't like staying home from school. But lately i have just been so tired and i think that's how i slept through all my alarms. That was my wonderful day.

Here We Go Again

So all of the sudden i have decided to start blogging again. I think at first i wasn't really into it and commited to it, but now i feel like i should really start talking about everything that goes on in my life. I want to look back and find all these postings and remeber all that i did. So much has happened since the last time i blogged. When ever that was. School is school and everything seems to be going pretty good so far. I'm happy with life right now. I just wanted to post this because i have been thinking about it alot i just havent really had the time to post something. Now i feel like i have sometime. I think i might just post everyday. But that's not a for sure promise. I guess we will just wait and see right? (:

Happy Halloween.

I finally decided not to dress up this year and yes it is sad. But maybe next year. But most likely not. I have no fun plans for the night which is kind of sad. But i really don't mind. I know i haven't wrote in my blog in such a long time. It feels nice to though :) Friday night i had such a fun time. I went to fright fest at wild waves and it was SOO much fun :) I haven't had fun like that in such a long time. It was me, my sister, her friend and then my 3 friends. We were so scared to go in the haunted house and we finally decided to stop being little sissy and we stood in like for an hour or so and right when we got up to the front i got so scared. Like i seriously did not want to go in at all. It was pretty funny. But i had no choice but of course to be in the front. My friend ashley had my back the whole way. She seriously pulled me through the whole thing. I had a blast.

Talk About A Summer Diaster!!

I have to say that this summer has to suck the most. I made my own summer list and not one thing is crossed off. Thats pretty sad. Im pretty stressed out for school. I dont even know where im going to go. What classes im gonna take. Moving sucks. But we finally found a house which is a really good thing cause we really needed to.

Long time no post.

This whole blog thing is a little tough to keep up with. Half the time i dont even know what to write about. My life really isnt all that interesting one might think. But you thought wrong. For the past couple weeks i have been thinking about paint and how i should do it. Well yesterday i finally got some paint and started to get the job done. I stayed up till 2:30 last night painting non stop, untill i finally decided i was really tired. I still have paint on my hands and feet, my room isnt done being painted, and its still a disaster. Im really trying to think where i can move all my stuff now, but i really cant think of any place. Im pretty sure that i have moved every piece furniture everywhere in my room. I really dont know where it could all possibly go now.